pissed or sad?

its been a really rough day for me,its been ups and downs but i guess ultimately that God has a plan and a purpose for this, i had a physics mock test today,it was difficult!haha,we are all like going to die = FAIL. haha,in school,i met this really cool tacher his name was Mr.Ong he has been a christian for 6 years and i had a good 5-6min talk with him about God and my prespective of life now,im glad there are people out there who are doing their part in reaching out too people.

on the way home,i met my old school friend rafaie,cool name cause hes from i don know where,i cant really remember anw,i was so suprised that he could recognise me,i don think i hae changed that much the small little indian boy.haha,thats what my friends call me.

you know,today someone said that friends are supposed to trust each other,that was like totally true but how many friends can i really say that they have done it to m as well??but oh well,i guess it would take time and effort from both sides.

anw,today while i was reading something,i was really shocked to see it and i guess i felt super sad after that cause of some personal reasons,its like how can it be man?!i just don know what to think now except to pray for comfort and help!pure help...

exams?!

hey,its another doom week!the exams are here! it feels really crappy when you know like ur head depends on the whole of next week!ugghhhh,sick man!and all my jies are having their holidays!oh man!anw,im gonna go for a job attatchment to cheers in june!haha,so cool got valuable working experince ^^ and of course some cash.haha!anw,for me i guess june is a good time to really reflect on how i have responded towards the first half of the year and really try and improve on it.

ooo,i got a new phone and a new nano,hehe my phone model is nokia 6680,i like slide phones.hehe,my mum bought for me. ^^ i like, tomorrow is gonna be our mini-expedition man!oh sick.haha,anw i gotta rest now if not tomorrow will die.tata ^^

F and F

hey,i always wondered what friendshipe means,haha.so i went to wiki to have a look...

WIKI
Friendship is a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behaviour between two or more humans.

thats the dictionary definition but,does this really change between church friends and school friends?iits a common question but how many of us really do address this?i mean people may say it but it doesnt mean that we take it to heart

what seperates church friends from outside friends?

thats the question i have been asking myself lately,and it really has been running through my mind for these 3 days of school.i have really been distracted by this thought especially when im at home doing my work. really, what IS the difference between these 2 friendships? it shoudnt be is but WHO is the difference. can we really make the effort and base our friendships on God rather than circumstances?

now,what about failure not in exams but as friend?its something i have gon through and am going through here is what wiki says

failure refers to the state or condition of not meeting a desirable or intended objective

haha,well said,thats what has happened not meeting the intended,but i wont give up.its not something i wanna do with my friends.

'Nevertheless God, who comforts the downcast...' 2 Corinthians 7:6
its a verse i have held on to since sunday,it has helped me in many ways till now.
i hope i can get through this week,not relying on my strength alone but with his strength too ^^

i guess its just that i suck

hey..i don know why i suck at it,i really think its just me and my lack of knowledge.how can i be such an idiot!i really wanted to help but i couldnt,what am i?!i have failed,as a friend and as a brother.im sorry man.

enough

hey,today was a tiring day i guess its just a routine oreder but one thing that stood out to me really was how God provided his strength for me ^^ it really helped tremendously.i got through this feeling tired but i realised how the Lord has really provided for me through this day.i had a suprise physics test today -_- woooo,it was quite ok cause i was revising the day before so it wasnt really a surprise for me but oh man,i have 2 maths worksheets,1 chinese compo,1 phyics paper,1 geog ws, chemistry test to study and its all due like on monday!im so dead man

yesterday,wenn sent me a song it was called enough by chris tomlin it was REALLY nice and here are the lyrics

All of You is more than enough for all of me
For every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You is more than enough

You are my supply
My breath of life
And still more awesome than I know
You are my reward
worth living for
And still more awesome than I know

All of You is more than enough for all of me
For every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You is more than enough

You’re my sacrifice
Of greatest price
And still more awesome than I know
You’re the coming King
You are everything
And still more awesome than I know

More than all I want
More than all I need
You are more than enough for me
More than all I know
More than all I can say
You are more than enough for me

more than enough,haha i like that. ^^ wooo,finally i think its coming true ^^ you did it!hehe^^

2nd of the BLOG

hey,its my second post 'officialy' i guess,haha.people have been asking me why my blog is green ^^ and the answer is simple cause i like green ^^ haha.today's wednesday,its my early day from school,today my maths teacher was acting like he was spider man! cause we saw a super big spider and i have to admit it was freaky,so he imagined he got bitten and started acting like spider man.haha,hes funny. in english today,we had to do our assignment for the learning fiesta! haha,me and marcus had to do a rap it was super funny we started singing out of no where haha! but our teacher said that it was the best out of all he has heard so far,so its kinda kewl.it may be published in some early book for MARIS STELLA,haha.kewl rite? oh man,im talking to myself haha,im a tard! ^^ anw MAN U 7-AS ROMA 1 WOOOOOOOOO! OWNAGE man HAHA MAN U RULES!!!
Carrick-2 goals
Ronaldo-2 goals
Evra - 1 goal
ROONEY ^^ - 1 goal
Smith- 1 goal
we totaly own the whole game of soccer man,haha the liverpool fans still have not replied my message!! (hint hint) haha! ok,i gtg now need to write out my poem nicely hehe.

something new?

hey,i have finally decided to continue posting again after a long time...i do not know why but i just had the idea of creating a new blog ^^ but im sorry the names kinda ughhh,haha.i just did not know what to write.anw,this blog is not all about me. it sounds kinda self-centered but this was a phrase my friend said. i thought it was kinda cool haha ^^ not the blog URL but when i sign off. WEEEE!im feeling high now cause i got high on doing chemistry,i like that subject its really FUN and nice to study cause its just nice.

school has been kinda whacky lately lots of things going around class people starting new relationships with girls,people breaking up so you may never know when you walk into the classroom what kinda atmosphere you are gonna experience but i guess the best thing about my class is that we're all super crazy ^^ but we still study.

on monday was our learning fiesta for MARIS STELLA its one of the best schools in my prespective ^^ we went around buying second hand items it was kinda fun cause there were lots of things being sold for like super cheap like X-box games for $5 and other stuff but the one which drew most attention to was that my geography teacher Mr. Goy was selling his LEVI'S jeans for like $100.haha,it was super funny lots of people were lining up to buy his pants.so you could see people 'stripping'(not really) in the middle of no where,it was kinda hectic i guess but still fun.towards the end of the fiesta my friend started playing some rap music on the computer and we suddenly started having some 'dance competition' haha,its was super funny i was like laughing my socks off man! it was like a free show.haha.

WEEEEEEE!WEEEEEE!i can smell work infront of me -_- oh man,got to get back to work again...ok i shall post another day. ^^